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AFRAID.

What if all I ever need,
Is all that I have?
What if the connection I seek,
Is already halfway there?
What if all the love I wait for,
Is all that I have always found?
And what if all that I've been waiting for,
Has always been next to me?
Or maybe
All I want is myself,
All I seek is truth,
All the love is already mine,
And all I wait for is somebody
To say this out loud.
I guess I'm just afraid
Afraid this is true.
Afraid that I've been so blind.
Afraid that I'm going to lose it all anyway.

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  1. HD2 March 2019 at 13:04

    Untold truth whereby happiness resides with ourselves unidentified

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