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Mist.

I thought it was where I used to be
So I moved away, distanced myself.
Hoped it would leave me alone, or less so
But I feel it still, where I am.

You wouldn't see it, even if I led you there.
You won't see me seeing it, I'd be holding it close.
It's always been for me to feel,
It's always been a part of me.

To run away, was to bring it along.
To let it be, is to let me astray.
I see this now, clearer than ever.
Or am I just staring into the mist, 
Walking into the maze I just got out of?

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INSIDE OUT.

What you're telling me is, "it was wrong." I expect reasons. I know it was wrong. Probably isn't the first time But that let me down too much All at once No reasons to give. No truth to say. Nothing but mist. Mist is what you manifest. Manifestations are your lies. You and your lies. When would you see? What i have been seeing. I let go. Everytime. Not this time.

A new grey

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Lost count

Been a few months since I'm feeling this way. Not sure I understand why,  Not sure if I should be feeling this at all. For days I wonder who I am, Lose track and jump ahead to who I wanna be. Funny how I crawl back to who I was.  Few hours pass by when I'm happy, proud. Talking to most of you, dancing in my head. Next one, man I'm just tired.  Tired, not of you but me.  Is it possible to not be me? Can I see me as you? Would I like me? Do you? And then I remember, it doesn't really matter. I sway along these thoughts and questions,  Worthless moments are suddenly all I'm thinking about.  I change myself too soon, so much I fail to recognise me.  It's then, that I question again.  Who am I? Whom do I wanna be? "Who I was" is what I'm staring at again. I've lost count.